Inspiration – a commonly used word that isn’t so common. It’s actually hard to come by especially now, when I am lacking all sense of responsibility and direction. Oh. Scratch that. I do have these stuff of inspiration. In my head, even in my gut. But I ain’t doing anything about it, which is pretty much like not having any of those stuff at all. As a result, I feel like a zombie. I am not motivated by anything. I cannot draw out my inner voice. I do not have the courage and a sense of self. I am even disgusted by this current state. It is kind of pitiful, and a shame. I need some motivation, a reason to keep me awake and aware. Else, I just might have to eat my brains out.
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